Sunday, November 05, 2006

Rev. Haggard was former Delaware County resident

This guy is from my town. Well, they call it Yorktown, but it's really just another neighborhood of Muncie where I'm from.
Oh- ever wonder why I'm such a bitter fuck?
Part of it was growing up the town featured in the "Middletown" series from PBS.
That was the series that claimed to expose life in Muncie from a supposed very clinical view.
What it seemed to do from my point of view, was give the the rightwing, self-righteous crowd from around here a chance to decry and bad mouth anyone who didn't attend their church.
Turns out this guys father was featured in the series as founder of a big evangelical group.
The problem came when the series aired ( the year before I started high school) it featured a total hatchet job on MY HIGH SCHOOL, supposedly exposing what horrible sinners we were. The amount of heat was so instant and so heavy after the series that being a kid in the following years was so hellish, so put under a goddamned microscope that it can't be described. During those years, it was how white, rich and clean cut you could look- how quickly you could become an "Alex Keaton" and start praising the Lord as well. Trouble is, almost everyone I knew who were the "very clean cut" young men and women turned out to be the biggest coke dealers/coke sluts, closeted gay or lesbians or in many cases even true "uncle pervy" types who jack-off in parking lots and in front of the co-ed dorms.

The pressure cooker environment created by this fucker and his dead dad is a place that nobody should ever have to live under. But I grew up there. I suppose I did the best with what I had. I did end up a bitter and outspoken critic of what's wrong. But due in no small part to the traditional and REAL christian upbringing that my parents gave me, at least I didn't end up like THEM.

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